Sunday, December 27, 2009
Life is all about taking chances :P

According to Socrates, “Let him that would move the world first move himself.” Let us not be afraid to JUMP! with both our feet off the ground.

10 : Freak of nature

According to PAGASA’s press release, it is only signal number one in Manila that day. Right. Signal number one in wind speed, but a totally different thing when it comes to rainfall. I remember that I had HR-BOS that day at 8am. So imagine my surprise when I checked my cellphone at 10AM and found 17 missed calls and 25 messages from my blockmates, all asking if we still have class that day in Thesis ‘cause they’re either stuck in traffic in EDSA, or stranded somewhere due to the flood. Ondoy was a life-changing experience for a lot of people. It had catastrophic effects to almost everyone I know.

9 : Legally bland?

Every aspiring Atenean lawyer has to fulfill two grueling requisites before graduation: apprenticeship and juris doctor thesis. Last summer, I completed my apprenticeship in BSF. We did a lot of researching and writing memos. But at the end of the 8-week apprenticeship, I still thirsted for more work. I volunteered in PAO-Calamba for 2 more weeks where I was able to write (and legally submit) a Filipino complaint-affidavit, demurrer to evidence, and pre-trial brief. Although I wasn’t able to go to the beach that summer (it was already rainy season come June), I still had a memorable summer. With regard to the thesis, I’m still in the process of writing my first draft. My current thesis adviser is my crush professor. And my thesis topic is Remedial Law-related. I totally love it! =)

8 : Knowing is better than wondering

I found out last July that I have allergic rhinitis. Although it’s just a nasal allergy, if combined with my MVP heart problem, it can prove fatal. In simple terms, I can die. My internal medicine doctor wasn’t too encouraging on the topic as well. He already had 2 patients who died on the same disease. Haha. For that reason alone, I have to avoid contracting any respiratory disease. No more dancing under the rain =c

7 : Death wish

I think that it’s in my nature to be a workaholic. At present, I am a member of six law school organizations. I am also the beadle of our block. So yes, I usually find myself juggling between orgs and acads. I can’t complain ‘cause I chose to be here. I chose to be part of all these organizations. In all fairness, I love what I am doing even if it can be a little stressful at times. I heart ASIL, AHRC, Central BarOps, LENTE, ELSA and KAPWA =)

6 : We’re adults. When did that happen?

My older sister got married during the sembreak. She is also expecting her first child this year. I can’t believe how fast time flies. I’m really excited to be an Aunt to my darling niece. But my sister and brother-in-law are planning to migrate to Australia next year. It won’t be the same without them.

I’m not ready to grow up. I’m not ready to be an adult. Please make it stop.

5 : The distance is nothing; it is only the first step that is difficult.

Cliché as it may sound but “Be careful what you wish for ‘cause you might just get it.” I’ve had my first im-drunk-so-im-going-to-throw-up session in Ponticello this year. Not very glamorous ‘cause it happened on the eve of my 23rd birthday. At least now I can officially consider myself as a drunk. Haha. In any case, I’ve also had other firsts this year such as my first rally (SONA-required to attend), my first relief ops (Ondoy), and my first sort-of court appearance (PAO lawyer almost made me facilitate the arraignment and plea of a certain defendant).

4 : Three times the charm?

It wasn’t love at first sight. Basta one day I just found myself singing the song It Might Be You after I spent a memorable day with him. Although I know that I am barred by estoppel from espousing any claim against him in the future since I had prior notice of everything, I still fancy him. It’s not because of the long talks during Wednesdays, nor of the thousand times he made me laugh, nor of the sleazy comments that only the two of us can understand, nor of the ridiculous rumors that made me feel like I am in gossip girl or something. It was the clean slate.

3 : There’s more to life than books, booze and backlogs.

Immersion with the Mangyans in Mindoro was a life-changing experience for me. At first, I thought I would not be able to survive since I have a weak heart and I am very particular with the food I eat. But surprisingly, I was a fairly ‘fast’ hiker and I loved the mangyan balinghoy! Chin and I will always treasure our 5-day experience in Kabanao. Every time I’d feel stressed out with law school, I’d stop and think of the Mangyans and how much I want to serve them when I become a lawyer. I would never forget Chin’s words.

2 : Your Excellencies, may I please the court?

Since I’ve realized that I want to be a litigation lawyer, I’ve decided to pursue mooting while I am still in law school. In spite of the grueling late nights in school, absence of sleep making memorials and/or doing oral drills, minimal study time, and lack of a social life, mooting still has its perks. Stress will always bring the best and worst in people. I love my Team Humongous teammates, Jessup Runoffs participants, and Asia Cup Runoffs participants! =) I may not be a good mooter – hell, I need help most of the time from drillers – I still cherish every moment I’ve spent mooting with the ASIL people. Here’s looking forward to more mooting next year! =)

1 : Live each moment as if it were your last.

I’ve been technically single for 23 years already, but I still don’t get tired of living the carefree life. There’s more dates/eatouts, more booze, more gimiks, and more issues. Hekheks are sooo yesterday. I don’t want any more drama in my life. I don’t want to get caught up in anybody’s web of lies. Life’s too short to be spent on moaning and whining over useless things. Love. Live life =)


"We are not in this world to see how important we can become, but to see how much difference we can make in the lives of others."

 
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Sunday, December 20, 2009
to-someone-who-sort-of-ruined-my-birthday

Just talked to alex on the cellphone.
Suuuuper laugh trip lang.
I kept on telling him that He's not gwapo naman.
EPIC FAIL pa rin kasi I obviously like him pa rin daw.
Hahaha. He is sort of like good luck chuck but in a different way.
For 2010, our motto should be "JUMP!"
'Cause Happiness is a choice.


There's no excuse for forgetting my birthday.
Bumawi ka lang nang bonggang bongga next year.

 
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Friday, December 18, 2009
Today is my birthday.
What a way to greet my 23rd birthday! I got sooooo drunk last night at Ponticello that I (finally) puked my guts out. For the first time ever. Ewww. In all fairness, I can still remember almost everything I did that night. The hirits with the guys, the mixed drinks I drank, the “birthday sex” chants, the rantings of Candy when I threw up on her $100 shoes, the conversation with this girl and gay person in the CR (also with marta) regarding puking-your-guts-out-when-you’re-drunk, the consistent promises to JD that I won’t throw up in his car. Pretty much.

I can’t even believe that Alex was trying to call me rin pala last night. I was sooo drunk to remember that KB called me more than 5 times pala. That Cokie also called me. Damn. I only replied back to the birthday greetings when I woke up earlier at 730AM. Without a hangover. Thank God.

My birthday is just like any ordinary day. I attended the IHL Forum in the morning, went to mass during lunch time, bought lunch at the bazaar, did beadle duties for my IEL elective, strolled around the mall and did some last minute shopping, hanged out with good friends, and ‘attended’ class (dinner in cantinetta is considered class time).

I was supposed to go to our block party at crissy’s house. but I wasn’t in the mood. Fyi, I intensely dislike it when people forget my birthday and they don’t have a valid reason for not greeting me. Yeah, childish. But still. It’s my birthday so don’t mess with me.

So yes, I greeted my birthday with a bang but ended it with a slump. Chilling in my room has its own perks.

Just a rundown of my birthday week:

Sunday – Asia Cup Runoffs. I only had less than an hour of sleep that day since I finished revising my speech at 7AM. The runoffs was at 10AM! Thank you again Marck Macaraeg for the oral drills. You’re my savior! =) Sandy and I colluded so that we’ll compete in the next round. Graabe, the first round lasted for 3 freaking hours!! Anyway, I had fun with the runoffs. Cool participants. I made the team. Thank God! Congrats also to Migs, Pierre and Krisha. Go for Japan!! :)

Monday – I was too tamad to study anything. We had a Christmas party in Transpo and impromptu party in Evidence. Atty. Palacios liked our game. Good job, anj! Panicked in Conflicts but we had free cut in the end. The 3D people are soooo rich, ang dami food, thanks guys!! Then I had dinner with my dearest 2B friends Joren, Mark and Marvyn in Dimsum Dimsum. Our official midnight snack place. I totally missed you guys!! :)

Tuesday – I was still too tamad to study. Pau Balittle arrived early so shocker!! We had class in Labor but good thing I wasn’t called. After class, I bought a gift for my sister’s baby. Yey! I wanted to have dinner with my favorite 2C guys BUT they were soooooo busy doing ASIL stuff. I ended up having dinner with Bingo and his girlfriend Alexis. She’s so funny. I had fun talking to her. Panalo ung left and right hirit! :)

Wednesday – More Christmas parties. We held a dating game in Legal Forms. Panalo lang talaga ung script na ginawa ni Anj. Pero mas panalo ung ad lib ni Zion and hirits ni Sir. Hahaha. Ma’am Tracy was so nice din nung Thesis time. She gave us food. Although we had class for specpro, it was still voluntary recit. Ma’am was sooo nice pa rin naman. It was just embarrassing when I blurted out “Your Excellencies” while reciting the case Rodriguez vs. Borja. Yes, a number of people purposely coughed whenever I would say the petitioners’ surname out loud. Riiiight.

Thursday – Thank goodness we had free cut for Evidence. Kahit we waited nervously pa rin for him. We had Christmas party rin for Labor. Our blockmates gave their gifts din. Thanks to Jaja’s GuyLian chocolate, Farm’s gum, Di’s toblerone, Anj’s thong, and Grai-April-Zion’s cupcakes. After class, I attended the HR Intern’s Christmas party in the Blue Room. Buffet. Suuuuper busog kami nila batch. Thank you to Bianca and Stef for the pics and spoon-fork-immersion-thing. Super cool. After the party, we attended naman the COAL Inter-Org party at the 4th floor. Free flowing beer. Buffet again. Graaabe. I drank 5 beers ata. Lots of singing and drinking. Ang fun! :) After that party, we moved naman to Ponticello for Pau’s Welcome Back Party! Woohoo! We greeted my birthday with a bang. More drinking. And yes, as mentioned earlier, also puking. Not cool. Hahaha. Thanks to JD for offering to drive us home.

Well, it’s officially 20 minutes before my birthday ends. Age is just a number, I know . Thank you to all who greeted me personally, virtually (facebook is the best), and electronically (sorry for delayed texts and unanswered calls).

I don’t want to expect anything this coming year. Suffering is an option. Happiness is a choice. Cheesy as it may sound, but I choose to be happy. No more looking back.
 
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Wednesday, December 09, 2009
Yes, I will concede. I don't know how to be fine when I'm not. 'Cause I don't know how to make this feeling stop. Just so you know..

One look and it changed everything.
 
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Monday, December 07, 2009
I only had 15 minutes of sleep yesterday since we had to finish the memorial for the Asia Cup Runoffs deadline yesterday. I finished printing the memorial at 730am. But we were still late for the deadline. Sayang talaga.

But I suuuper got lucky yesterday. Our evidence and conflicts of law classes were free cut. woohoo! at least naka-tambay ako sa HR food sale kahit 2 hours lang. And I slept for 12 hours. I woke up today at 8am. graaaaabe!

Sana I'll wake up na rin from this dream. I want to wake up one day and know what I was never sure of with you (?). :))
 
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Thursday, December 03, 2009
death wish
I should be writing my first draft for the Memorial, but I really find it hard to focus right now. I know that I can't complain 'cause I chose to be here. I chose to be part of these demanding organizations. I chose to change partners. I chose to lead a busy and stressful life. I know.

But the thing is, I can't focus anymore. It's not about the stress or the tight schedules or the ridiculous issues or the never-ending responsibilities or the recent stupid discovery. 

I just want out.
 
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name
Point number one
I'm not over him. Hahaha. I thought I was 'cause I don't look for him anymore. Then kanina, I was in the admin and I saw him. I said 'hi' and he said 'hi' also. Pero in a really good way. Gregory was right. I'm not over him :)

Point number two
The brinking red lights issue apparently is sooo not semester. It started out in A1, M posted something in FB in retaliation to him's joke. A lot of people posted their comments and 'like' the post. BOO! even people i don't usually see around school started asking me about it na tuloy. Then A2 naman. Now they call me VM. Haha guys, very funny.


"Even though the moment passed me by, I still can't turn away. 'Cause all the dreams you never thought you'd lose got tossed along the way.."
 
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Monday, November 30, 2009
November thirtieth twenty-o-nine

I went to UP Diliman to visit my friends from the UP Law. I had breakfast with Alex in Rodic’s. I really missed their tapa, even though I had a hard time finishing my meal. Afterwards, we bonded outside ROC while waiting for my other friends to arrive. Graaabe, I really missed that.

I had lunch with Viktor and Jeff C. in Chockiss. I super duper missed their devil’s food cake and bottomless iced tea. Kwento here and there. I really missed our bonding moments. Viktor noticed that I look different daw. Maria Clara. Haha. I also had a sort-of video filming with Jeff A. for the Alyansa anniversary video. Graaabe, nawindang lang ako sa bagong hairstyle ni Patz!!

After lunch, we went to Malcolm Hall to get Vik’s stuff but the building was closed. We went to the School of Econ, pero it was also closed. Since I really wanted to pee at that time, manong guard let me borrow his key for the guy’s CR. But the thing is, there’s also this guy who wanted to pee at that time. A total stranger. So sabay kami nag-CR. Hahaha. He peed in the urinal while I peed in the cubicle. Really funny. Afterwards, we went to Starbucks-Petron in Katipunan. Joren picked me up at half past two in the afternoon.

We dropped off her sister in Greenbelt 5. Tas we tried to study in Coffee Bean in Greenbelt 3. Pero we bonded lang. Suuuper fun. Tried to study. At least I was able to finish my Evidence digests. Hahaha.

But what’s up with the date? Nothing really. Except for the fact that I found out that He is in a one/two-year relationship with someone already. Sometimes the past is something you just can’t let go of. And sometimes the past is something we’ll do anything to forget. And sometimes we learn something new about the past that changes everything we know about the present. More importantly, sometimes we lie because the truth hurts too much.

** For last week, I had my first recit for Transpo. It was okay. Conflicts was sort-of fun ‘cause Atty. Bernas’ comments were funny. Our specpro prof got into a car accident so we had freecut. We had a bongga meeting last Tuesday in order to plan for the upcoming HR week. In fairness, complete kami. Yey! Estate planning was doable naman. Tambak nang WTO cases sa IEL2 though. Lastly, GG mania over my previous issue with blinking red lights. I don’t know how they found out about the lunch/dinner “dates”!

 
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